The Truth About Post-Fact Fictions
By Ryan Habermeyer • My mom used to say I hated getting my hair cut. I would cringe, squirm, fidget, even cry out of an irrational fear the barber might cut my ears off. I was allergic to idleness,…
By Ryan Habermeyer • My mom used to say I hated getting my hair cut. I would cringe, squirm, fidget, even cry out of an irrational fear the barber might cut my ears off. I was allergic to idleness,…
By Evan Calbi • I’m drawn to characters who don’t easily express themselves. If they won’t share how they’re feeling, their emotions often manifest in behavior that can set a story in motion. But how do you reveal an…
Rumors swirled around Mari like a second shadow. Rumors that her mother had abandoned her at a gas station, left her strapped in a booster seat in the back of the car with the keys in the ignition. That…
I have been paying close attention to my baby’s mouth to see if he will inherit whatever it is that has allowed me the good fortune of straight teeth. No braces. No retainers. Just a slight overbite when I…
Apa was my running coach. He told me, Get legs high in the air—tink of leaping caribou, tink of the high kick, tink of the spirit dancers floating off to the sky. I ran with all my might, lacking…
The water spilled over the rim, hissing on the stove, making a mess the way things do when no one is watching. I turned down the flame, wiped the counter, and cleaned what could be cleaned. The bubbles subsided.…
I first met Marty Ross-Dolen in spring of 2020 at an online introductory event for Vermont College of Fine Arts (VCFA) MFA in Writing program. We’d each been accepted into VCFA’s Creative Nonfiction program, with goals of working on…
As a lawyer with plenty of life experience, my mother should have known that lizards were a bad choice. Lizards are pets you cannot even pet. Touching them opens the risk of salmonella or something more sinister. Picking up…
I’ve been collecting snores from the first night we slept together. No sex yet, just sleeping—passed out on a friend’s couch after a night of wildness, back when we were wild, back when we ordered tequila shots with lime…
“A day of fun,” my father had said, but that Sunday only involved walking from one place downtown that was closed to another. He bought white sheets for my bed at the only store open. This wasn’t long after…
One of my favorite flexes of flash fiction is the freedom to veer offroad into haunting, peculiar places that seem similar to what we know, but not. Spaces that lure us in, places we think we recognize, but proportion and framework are off, though not enough to be alarming. Yet somehow these otherworlds still feel emotionally true. Often, these are liminal spaces where everyone is a guest on a longer journey. As a writer, that’s where I want to go. I keep a Post-it note near my computer that says, Find the Weird.
In my first drafts, I’m looking for raw energy in the text, and I can only achieve that when I stop thinking and allow myself to play. That process, which requires me to release control, drags me to places I’d never go in real life. This improvisational writing has a rolling-down-a-hill feeling that I try to keep up with while staying out of the way. This magic, for me, is created with the improv draft. I can’t Frankenstein flat writing alive through revision.
In Rick Rubin’s book, The Creative Act: A Way of Being, he says, “In play, there are no stakes. No boundaries. No right and wrong. No quotas for productivity. It’s an uninhabited state where your spirit can run free.”
One way I trick my overcontrolling, brain into leaving me alone during the first draft is by writing to photographs, immersing myself in images and climbing inside to become the main character. I may use the mood of the photo, the setting, the characters, or only one element—whatever comes to me without second-guessing for as long as I can sustain myself on that one breath, like a scramble to get it all down before fog obscures it. Only then do I look at the next photo. I used three photographs to inform the direction of this story—one to get me started, one in the middle, and one that hinted at the ending. The key to this process is to be surprised by each photo and go without question. Go without knowing where I’m heading. Go fast enough to outrun the voice in my head that demands perfection.
Rubin says, “Take art seriously without going about it in a serious way,” and, “Feel free to experiment. Make messes. Embrace randomness.”
That’s difficult for me because I want everything neat and orderly, like a good color-coded spreadsheet. But that’s not how art works. I learned through practice to give up control and write through the chaos, and I found a freedom that still surprises me. Writing from photographs gives me a guide to hang onto as I descend into messy and weird.
Images are only one source of stability in this process. I also draw inspiration from snippets of dreams, strange news headlines, random bits of overheard dialogue, my past, and my own way of seeing the world, but no matter the initial idea, I’m still looking to find the weird.
JULIA STRAYER’s stories are living their best lives in Glimmer Train, Kenyon Review Online, The Cincinnati Review, New Ohio Review, Jellyfish Review, HAD, Flash Frog, Atticus Review, and others. Her work has won contests and awards and is included in The Wigleaf Top 50 and The Best Small Fictions. She’s a Submissions Editor at SmokeLong Quarterly and teaches creative writing at New York University. She can be found on Facebook @juliastrayer.9 and Instagram @juliastrayer.